July 17, 2000 ~ Promoting Soon?

I have been working on my page all evening. I made the sitemap clickable, and I have tied up a lot of the loose strings around the site. I am writing the spirituality section of "Soul." I want The Sanctuary ready to submit to webrings by the end of the week. I am serious this time. No more waiting. The parts that are under construction just won't be linked until they are no longer under construction. I will do my best to finally write all these missing parts.

I am sick of looking at my counter and seeing that only two people have trickled in during the last four days. I want to get some reactions. I want to see how people react to this site. I want to share my world, and I hope that it will be worth people's time to come and peak.

The sky is starting to get hazy again. I hope it rains soon.

Li told me that she read the entry from a few days ago about how people react when they find out that this is the second time I have been engaged. She told me they are wrong, that I don't have a problem with commitment. She told me that the fact that I had been engaged before and had found the courage to break up despite the engagement when I realized it was a bad relationship only told her that I was strong and experienced. It told her that I would certainly know better the second time around and would have better judgment. She mentioned that many people who are engaged and aren't meant to marry would follow through with it just because they are engaged, and then they end up having a divorce a few months/years down the line. I know what was wrong: that previous engagement was. What I have with Morgan is right, and I have the experience to know it.

PS~ This is my third day in a row of straight every-day entries. I kind of like the idea of writing a journal that gets updated every day. This writing has been so very therapeutic for me. I would really like to try my best to write once a day, no matter how busy I am, and no matter how brain-dead. This may, of course, mean less perfectly thought out, intriguing, exciting, interesting, and flowing essay-type entries. Those, of course, will be there, but they may be more buried under all the other entries. I would like to say that I want to do this to always have something new for people who revisit my site to read everyday... but I really am starting to do it for me.

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