June 10, 2003 ~ Southern Comfort

Tuesday.

I was sitting on the huge front porch of the old farmhouse, watching a kinglet feed her babies in the nest under the eves. I'd never seen a kinglet before. I heard through the open window of the kitchen, "Melissa? Melissa!"

I got up and stuck my head inside.

"You're still vegan, aren't you?"

"Yeah," I answered.

"Crap. We're making barbecued chicken..."

I looked at the corn-on-the-cob, the huge pot of mashed potatoes, the biscuits, the steamed collard greens, and the home-pickled goods. "I don't think we have a problem," I said, smiling.

I sat at the kitchen table drinking my orange juice mixed with their homemade lemonade, and watched everyone run about, and listened to all of the conversations around me. The dog kept coming in and out, tripping the cook, begging for food, and every time someone would try to shoo her out.

And we ate and ate and ate, a good "soul food" meal, talked and laughed throughout. Lingering over empty plates, we talked and laughed some more. Five people live in that house, one of them a close friend of Morgan's and all of them Warren Wilson graduates, so all of us knew each other at least a little. Then, while Morgan and the rest of them got down to business, talking about a website they would soon be building, I headed outside to explore.

The sun had just dipped below the mountain to the west, so there was still good light to be had as I walked across the front yard and slipped through the barn door, walked through the stalls, and went out into the pasture. Ah, so many interesting plants. I wandered, taking everything in, enjoying the smell of a summer field. The air was thick with humidity; it had been a hot day. I found a chicken coop and, through some trees a clearing, and a creek running next to it. I scared a few wild rabbits. As twilight fell, I jumped up onto the wooden fence and sat, watching the stars come out one by one and the fireflies start to dance over the field.

About that time, the dog came wandering out and discovered me on the fence and started wagging her tail furiously. I jumped down and wrestled with her for a bit, then jumped up and chased her to the house where she stopped under the tree and grinned, wagging her tail furiously. Then I turned around and ran back to the fence and she tore after me, and we tumbled in the grass and then she raced off again. And I sat there in the grass panting, realizing that I had a lump in my throat because I was so happy.





Footnotes:

online journals:

"Right before I get to the store a deputy's cruiser pulls to the side of a curb about 40 yards in front of me. I quickly realize that the deputy intends to talk to me. When I approach the cruiser he walks up to me and asks me where I was coming from. I told him that I just got off work and was intending to cash my labor pool check. He asks me how much money I have on me."

~ Sullivan in this entry of Last Day of My Life.

"The grumbling from the special ed parents is growing into shouts. Today at the birthday party we parents told our tales of lies, empty promises, and bullshit wrapped with a bow that's been handed to each of us about why the school is failing our children. Why the special ed kids are denied access to sports, clubs, and extracurricular activities. Why after finishing the second grade and being moved onto the intermediate school the special ed kids disappear."

~ L.A. in this entry of LA the Sage.

"I'm still not down with poo, though. I don't think a person ever really gets used to poo. If I could hire a professional butt-wiper for my apparently unskilled wiper of a child, I'd do it. Maybe a butt-wiper could prevent those nefarious and disgusting stains from sullying my child's little tiny Jockeys. If there were professional butt-wipers, would such people be called 'asswipes'?"

~ Jen in this entry of TranceJen.

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